Insecure Poetry

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Forbidden Fruit

What makes you perfect
You seek light when there's only darkness
you feel things only people read about...I love that about you
your mum named you Claire but all I see is Faith
you motivated me
believed me
trusted me
and
you
a c c e p t e d ME
as the young ambitious man you see today
I'm insecure
Incorrect
Irrelevant
and I'm SHHHHH

As you hold my head and let me know

"The grass is not always greener on the other side
you think I'm not

INSECURE

look in my eyes, I was lost wondering if this so called feeling
called love really existed
I believe I'm eve
forbidden to experience this so called paradise that we call
perfect
because I wanted to taste your fruit without being judged...mmm
yet I would do it all again because
you are my weakness
you are all the wrong feelings in my head
but that's alright you make it up by staying loyal and committed to me

you are my forbidden fruit and I would give up paradise to be with you"

Forbidden Fruit  

I am motivated

Motivation that I'm trying to find is hard
especially when people don't understand your intellectual mind but give them time and maybe they might appreciate fine art in the winter like my young retro girl Serena...
when you think all is lost in a generation that don't understand poetry
one steps out and tells a story that means more than exam that border the mind of young people in year 10 and in year 11
soo thanks for giving me a ledge so I could jump off now my mind is lost filled with a pen, a paper and a mind coated with dark/happy thoughts

#IAMMOTIVATED

Empty promises

I'd rather be heard then seen lord they won't catch me slipping,I'd rather cover my face and face the facts that they wouldn't miss me if I passed away, cause I was repping a post code that my mother pays not knowing the affects that might have on her face when she's burying me in a empty grave of regrets and potential that seediest to exist 'empty promises'

22nd to infinity

Was any of it real...
or was it all in my head
cause i thought we were perfect.....
i guess we were the perfect dream...

all the late night talks
about becoming one with each other
the only one i see is you
when i see you posting pictures with other people

i treated you like you should
made the effort to making you feel good
without asking for anything back
I'm looking over my shoulder
thinking will you ever come back
but reality hits me and i come back...
back to where i started
back to me
misleading
misguided
missing opportunities
and then realising...

that good guys finish last

all this time i thought i was winning (Ha that was funny)

but in truth you were stuck in a trinity
dancing
friends &
family
no space for me and
my 22nd to infinity

DEEP.......

One day your going to look back and ask yourself...WAS IT ALL WORTH IT

all i did today was write poetry
cause if i talk now only questions with no answers will come out
but somehow it will still find its way to keep quiet whilst drawing attention towards my reaction...DEEP


I feel......
              that's exactly whats wrong with me I FEEL
I feel like a broken man with no pieces of me to find...only memories of what could have been...DEEP
every message that I pressed towards your feelings got saved
                                                                                      you never know when we might need to share the
files that contain HOW TO LOVE to a loveless generation of Microsoft and games...DEEP
try not to weep or sorrow
people will never understand how you feel
                                                               not today and definitely
                                                                                                  not tomorrow
cause the hardest part about growing up is watching your friends die along the way now thats DEEP

2014 I wonder what your going to bring me this year
cause last year you offered me death but.......
luckily for me i wasn't dumb enough to take it but....
                                                                         i did peak a little enough for me to be in hospital for a week
NOW THATS DEEP.......