She Can't Shake This Feeling

(One thing you police will never understand
when it comes to drugs
emotions make you blind)

She's a smart girl with a lot of love
believed in all this good stuff
One day she met a boy
that changed her whole life up....
he was all about this gang stuff
'BANG BANG' and selling white stuff
she's not about this lifestyle
well styles change
this is her life now...

its amazing, its amazing
how this smart girl got cravings
she never really got money
now things started changing
god damn its amazing
god damn its amazing
shes not daddies little girl no more
but her bra still says training

shes started screaming out a place
where shes not even from
she capitalised on it
Screaming South West London
Damn
Damn
she got caught up in a gang
and started rolling up with her man
Damn

her man told her all about this lifestyle
there's no room for...
snitches
gold diggers
undercover
unfaithful motherf*ckers..
in this lifestyle
she understood the risk & cost

i guess that's the price for being a boss

shes lost a lot friends
started filling it with drugs
she never felt this way before
started believing in love
its kinda of sad
cause the one thing that she really wants
is the boy to feel the same
                                 and to not feel ashamed
cause this generation has us feeling that emotions only bring us pain
save me the heartache babe
and i will bring the change
she never knew that day
that she would get bagged
the worst part about this
she got caught while shopping with her dad
damn

now shes drinking
now shes smoking
she poured her heart out
now its open
now she starts thinking
reality kicked in
LORD KNOWS SHE CAN'T SHAKE THIS FEELING

listen up girl,
its time to confess
your not dumb enough to be carrying drugs
just for yourself
look within yourself
I'm just trying to help

let me help you
I've seen girls just like you
selling their mans dirty work
I'm guessing your in love too...

so your not gonna talk
for carrying this chalk
most likely go to court
get put on a support
ain't you troubled by this

(awkward silence)

she takes control and she lets it all go..
don't talk about helping me
i don't need no help
don't give me no advice
i can think for myself
This ain't about love
I've got love for myself

now shes drinking
now shes smoking
she poured her heart out
now its open
now she starts thinking
reality kicked in
LORD KNOWS SHE CAN'T SHAKE THIS FEELING

(One thing you police will never understand
when it comes to drugs
emotions make you blind)

You think it's romantic to fuck the girl that writes poem about you

"You think it's romantic to fuck the girl that writes poems about you" 

It's funny I was thinking about you the other day

Not to say I'm not always thinking of you it's just I had a lot to do

University has to much rules but I know rules are meant to be broken in order to find happiness, I guess the pressure of being un undergraduate trying to graduate  with high grades made me forget the happiness we shared when you laid your head on my chest while I squeezed your breast...

Do you think I'm care less cause I careless 

Don't answer that because your feelings show more than an hallow ghost but I'm still scared 

I finally understand the words you sed "you think it's romantic to fuck the girl that writes poems about you" now understand me "you think happiness can be archived without losing the love of your dream"...

for my people in education

Quick poem if you understand please pay attention this goes out to my people in education....

I hate school but love education
learning the value of x never got me to my destination
but learning to understand y I wanted to make my mother happy
was to boost her own reputation
Soo I now understand maths
for example x+y= my mother getting praises from her family and friends
but take away y and you have y= WHAT DO I WANT FOR MYSELF....
that's the question
not saying that i don't want education
but learning something that doesn't compute with your data
is like telling a football player to dance on the pitch
it just doesn't make sense
i understand the saying
you need education
especially coming from African parents
but its a new generation where...
DROP OUTS OUR MILLIONAIRES, GRADUATES STACK SHELVES
and that kid that the teachers said would never make it
MADE IT
because he EDUCATED HIMSELF...
i hate school but love education
thank you
flyboykenkz

I Love My Shoes....

My shoe game must be stupid
for cupid to shoot his bullshit
i treat my shoes like my girl
i wanna take them out and do shit
she likes to play rough
get dirtied up
scratches on her face & tongue
the next time i wanna take her out
she tells me
"you know, your friends are gonna ask questions like where did i get my scratches from"
Damm me being dumb i start making up excuses like..
she tripped over another pair
trying to separate our in souls
but obviously i stayed true to her
i told her that i loved her
even tho she was scratched up
i told her that i would fix her up
she likes to remind me of how much shes worth
but i let her know...
the quality doesn't match the price when i first met you
you are worth soo much more
but i'm lucky that my friend introduced me to you
because i've seen girls like you that are just foot stools to these fools
just a window seat to impress their friends down the street
but i'm not saying your cheap
all i'm saying is that i got a second hand opinion
and i'm lucky because your worth every pound of gold
to be continued.....

thank you stay blessed
flyboykenkz

Growing up, I've noticed.....

Growing up without a farther
death too him faster
learnt how to be a man from my mother & my mother
my sister taught me facts about life & my brother taught me how to SURVIVE
i thank god cause...
i took the long road
growing up on the back roads where you see all of the stereotypical black boys dressed in black clothes
old friends that went to pen & new friends that use the pen
but doesn't SEPARATE
the fact that we still kick ball in the pen...
they motivated my struggle
i use my past life experience to build new muscle
LIFE IS A STRUGGLE...
it don't matter how you came here
the fact remains that your still here
people dying for the same shit
to provide and get rich
we get a call up from our jobs, paydays finally come
dropping all your pay on one pair of J's
hoping that sexy a girl would come
I've noticed that..
your BUYING yourself dreams if you think spending all your money on one pair of kicks
would get you the spiciest chick
immature fools
ME i would spend it on food for the house
that would last a couple weeks
or
take my family out to celebrate the fact that we made it through another week
but aye that's just me...
growing up I've noticed alot of things
but one thing I've noticed the most is that
"opportunity comes to those that open doors not to those that sit on their bums waiting for the door to knock, dreaming is easy but making your dreams come true that's the hard part"
thank you
flyboykenkz 

beauty is in the eye of the beholder

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
I knw she is that's why I holder so that no other guy can get closer
I'm not the only one that's sees beauty in her 
but she's the only one that sees goodness in me 
dats enough to make any guy fall to his feet & worship a good women....her beauty is soo deep"

Quick shots to your brain

"truth be told our generation dnt no poetry, 
they use it as a form of exam but they never exam there bordered mind,
niggars think I'm a pussy for expressing my emotions through a poem 
but wanna holla at me saying hook me up with some of yours girls I'm roasting...ain't it funny" 
FlyBoyKenkz

I Told You

“I told you

I’m not like the other guy you dated

I told you

That trying to be perfect is so over rated

I told you

That i would keep it real

I told you

That sex won't part of the deal

You told me

That i makes u feel special

Babe i jus treated us as equals

I know you've meet a lot of pricks in your days

But don't blame all the guys

Some use their dicks for a brain

You have knowledge and understanding

Socializing and thoughtful planning

Insecure but secured the one thing

You never thought that you could secure

Which was a young man?

With ambitions & dreams

Treating you like a princess

Actually fuck that you’re my queen

This is nothing but the truth

As this chapter in my life started with me

Its gunna end with you

I told you”

By FlyBoyKenkz

Jealous

The anger that I feel when the other boys

Look towards your eyes

Then slowly down to your thighs

What can I say those boys like to explore

They whisper those words to their boys like…

“I like her eyes,

Nahh g I like her thighs”

*SIGH*

And it makes me wonder if Stevie ever wondered

Cause he could never see the look

That the other brothers were giving to him &

His baby mother

I guess I was always blind to see…

I never had this problem with the other girls

Drowning my anger in this ocean

But when it came too you

Jealousy wasn’t an option

It was an EMOTION

The EMOTION to punch

Every guy that ever looked your way

The anger on my face would make my fist shake

To the extent where a simple touch from you

Would put me in a transit state

WOW that’s deep…

I ask myself is this really JEALOUSY

Judging

Enduring

Anger

Love

Over

Us

So

Yes

I am JEALOUS….

From FlyBoyKenkz